Wow! 4 months without blogging.
That actually felt a bit longer that that. Hehe…
It seems like I never really blog unless I am depressed or stressed out. Well, I wonder which of them it is now?
Tonight, I am really tired….
and bored…
I’m in Florida, I have a car and it’s Friday. But despite all this I ordered room service, and lying in my bed and am whining about being bored… what is wrong with me? Sigh!
Life sucks without a goal.
Tonight, someone told me:
“Can you buy a bag that’s black or something, so that I wouldn’t mind carrying it for you?”
I thought that was pretty cute.
I need to get used to not being alone anymore.
Teehee. ^^
You know I am stressed or depressed when I start eating nonstop.
I just ate my lunch AND my dinner in one sitting because I felt like stuffing myself. But I still don’t feel full wtf?
I feel like I’m really bored, but it’s not like I’m lacking something to do. What is up with me?? Maybe it’s because of the gloomy sky :(
At this rate I’m not sure I want to go back to Montreal and have to go through that gloomy weather again… sigh!
Even before I graduated I knew I wanted to eventually get an MBA, and go for the business side of things rather than staying with a technical job. I knew this was the right path for me.
Or is it?
MBA is just a name. It’s just the prestige. The promise of getting a high-paying job. Of course this would be the ideal career path of this logical brain of mine. But will I enjoy business or finance? Will I be happy leaving the tech industry? Will I enjoy making big decisions that may jeopardize a company, or manage a team and having to deal with their bickering and bitching?
I’ve already abandoned my passion for arts in favor of something more practical. Should I leave the tech industry as well, and go for something I have no interest in, like business?
Lately I’ve been thinking that maybe I should just follow my passions and go for a masters in some kind of design program. But then the practical side of my mind kicks in; wouldn’t I be falling behind, since I’d be doing a masters after everyone else is done with theirs? And after I complete my masters, what would guarantee that I will be able to make more, or even the same salary? Is it worth making myself go through 2 more years of school? Will How much would be the ROI, as opposed to something like a MBA?
Why do I have to be so practical :(
Sigh. At this rate I will probably spend my life fantasizing that I would’ve probably become a famous pianist or a renowned designer if only I went those paths…
I like buying things on ebay
Because whenever I receive them, I feel like someone has sent me a gift
Like someone far away still remembers me, and cares enough to send me something…
I am feeling romantic tonight :)
But no boy to be romantic with…. sigh!
